So here’s the thing. If you’ve never shit your pants before, you will. It’s an inevitability. One day, you’re gonna have to fart, and you’re gonna think “no one’s around. I’ll just let this li’l guy out.” and then it’ll turn out it was not a fart, and the tiniest amount of poop is gonna come out.
It will only be a little, and it might not even escape your cheeks and stain your pants. But it’s going to happen eventually, and it’s gonna be embarrassing as hell.
The thing is, what won’t happen to most of us until we are too old to care or even be aware of what’s happening is the event of THOROUGHLY shitting your pants. Fully, completely, and undeniably shitting your pants.
But some of us… we are the unlucky few who have experienced this horror.
Our story begins on what seemed like a regular day. I woke up, got out of bed, went to the bathroom and had my usual healthy morning poop, followed by brushing my teeth and getting dressed to head to work. I’m more of an evening showerer. Go to bed feeling all clean and get to sleep in a little more. I skip breakfast, which was pretty normal for me at the time and I head out the door and begin walking to the bus stop.
I get about halfway through my 5 minute walk when suddenly I feel a vast movement in my gut. I immediately turn around and start walking home as quickly as I can, because it was immediately apparent that this was an emergency. I needed to get home as fast as possible, and running was not an option, as doing so would, without question, lead to me losing full control.
I get to my front door, and reach into my pocket only to realize I forgot my keys inside. I immediately make my way to the garage door at the back of the house, knowing that with every passing second my hopes of making it to the bathroom are getting smaller and smaller. I enter the code into the keypad by the garage and wait as the door slowly rises. I have to wait until it’s over my head because any attempts at bending over will result in a complete fecal meltdown.
I finally get my chance and I hustle in, faster than before, as the balance between the risk of moving faster is quickly being outweighed by the risk of taking too long. I get into the kitchen and turn to the stairs, chanting to myself “oh god oh god oh god” as I make my way up before I get half way and my chant turns into me screaming “fuck fuck FUCK FUUUUUUUCK”.
It was at that moment that the reactor reached critical mass, and containment was completely lost.
I began to thoroughly, fully, and completely shit in my pants.
I waddle as fast as I can to my roommate’s bathroom because it was right at the top of the stairs, and while at this point I had no way to stem the torrent that was actively erupting from my ass, I knew that if I tried making it to the master bath it would breach the flimsy containment of my underwear and jeans and begin getting on the hardwood floors. I get in, point my ass at the toilet, whip my pants down and immediately sit, hoping to minimize any of the fecal geyser hitting outside the bowl. I knew there was going to be a hell of a mess to clean up regardless, but that’s not a good reason to try minimizing the damage.
Having finally reached safety, I let out a primal scream of frustration and sorrow. As my scream comes to an end, I hear a voice from around the corner.
“Please, for the love of God, close the door.”
My sister was living with us at the time, and she was home, awake, and in her room with her door open. In my rush I had failed to close the door to the bathroom, and this meant every sound and scent that was coming out from me was traveling straight to her room.
I grab the nearest bath towel and whip it at the door knob before jerking it back and slamming the door shut. I maintain that I will never be able to complete that feat again, and that it was only made possible by the Divine Power of whatever God had been looking down on my situation and decided to grant me the smallest bit of pity.
I finally take a moment to look down at the damage caused to my pants. The underwear is, without question, a lost cause. I carefully slip my legs out of my pants, and delicately transfer my underwear to the shower. I take a closer inspection and discover that the aforementioned god had, in fact, granted me a second boon. In an act that defied our current knowledge of the universe and the laws of physics by which it is governed, my underwear had fully and completely contained the entire incident. I would be washing the pants regardless, but unlike the underwear, they could be saved.
It is at this point that I realize I am nearly at the 1 hour mark before my shift was set to start. Per company policy, you had to call 1 hour or more before your shift if you were sick. The issue was that I was still actively purging my body of what can only be described as the concentrated essence of pure evil. But I had no choice. I pulled out my phone and began calling my work. It rang, and I asked the phone operator to transfer me to a manager. They do, and the worst possible manager picks up.
“Thank you for holding. This is the front end manager, Kerri.”
Kerri was the last person you wanted to pick up when you were calling out, as she not only would try to guilt trip you for calling out, but will actively pry into your business. She did this because in her tiny management lizard brain, she thought she would be able to find some kind of hole in your story and force you to come in. Of course this is entirely inappropriate, but that never stopped her.
“Kerri, this is Mike from flooring. I’m sick and will not be making it in.”
“Oh noooooo, what’s wrong?” As you read this, pretend to hear her voice in the most sarcastic tones you can muster.
“I’m sick. I would prefer not to go into any more detail than that.”
“Well I’m looking at the schedule, and your department is really short staffed today. We really need you to come in.”
“That is absolutely not happening today. I’m too sick today to leave my house.”
“Well you don’t sound very sick to me. Maybe if you tell me what’s wrong, I’ll be able to understand because you sound just fine.”
It is at this point that, in addition to losing my literal shit, I lost my metaphorical shit.
“Fine, Kerri. You want details? I will give you details. I just shit my pants. And I don’t mean a little spot of brown from a fart I shouldn’t have trusted. I mean I just lost any and all control I have over my body, and I FILLED my underwear with shit. I am, at this very moment, still actively shitting into a toilet. I’ve been at this for 10 minutes and it is showing no signs of slowing down. I have shit so much that I am honestly unsure how my body could hold all of this in the first place. This is going to require me to shower afterwards, do laundry, and spend at least an hour cleaning this bathroom. I sincerely do not know if I can trust my body to be more than 30 seconds away from a bathroom for the rest of today. So, Kerri, I will not be coming in today. I am sick.”
Silence hung in the air so thick you could cut it with a knife. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Kerri spoke up.
“I hope you feel better soon.”
“Thanks, have a great day.” I reached behind me and flushed the toilet, making sure it could be heard before hanging up the phone.
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Another 20 minutes pass and finally my body stops convulsing. I finally feel secure that the event itself has passed, but the aftermath was going to require some work. I flush, stand up, and turn to survey the damage. Unfortunately my aim as I tried to sit had been less than stellar, and the back of the toilet and seat were covered with my shame. I knew it was going to be an ordeal, but it was going to have to wait. First I needed to deal with my underwear in the shower so that I could clean myself up before cleaning up everything else.
I carefully pick up my underwear and hold it over the toilet. I dump what I can into the bowl, flush, then drop my underwear into the trash can. I immediately tie the bag shut, take it out and set it by the bathroom door. I hop into the shower and begin cleaning what I assume was the physical manifestation of my lifetime of sins off of my body. Using the variety of body washes my sister kept in her shower, I am eventually able to reach a state in which I no longer feel horrified by my own existence.
I step out, dry off, and immediately begin cleaning the bathroom. For once in this story, I shall spare you the details, but sufficeth to say it was an ordeal. After nearly an hour, I left that bathroom cleaner than I had found it. My penance for what my sister had to experience earlier.
I make my way out of the bathroom, towel around my waist, surviving clothes bundled under one arm, trash bag containing what WAS my favorite pair of underwear held in the other. I step around the corner and look into my sister’s room. She’s sitting on her bed with her dog, watching videos on her phone. She looks up at me.
“You good?” She asks.
“Absolutely not, but I cleaned your bathroom.” I replied.
“Sweet.” And with that she went back to her phone.
I make my way downstairs and into the garage. I had never closed the garage door, so I walk to the washing machine, drop my clothes in, and make my way to the trash can outside. I lift the lid and drop my bag of shame. I turn back to see my neighbor outside, and remember I am only wearing a towel. I give him a courtesy nod, and make my way back into the house, making time to actually hit the close button on the garage door.
**** **** ****
I spend the rest of the day, honestly feeling fine. No other irregularities. I go to work the next day, and am immediately contacted by HR to come into her office. Apparently Kerri was not happy with how I spoke with her, but after I explained how much Kerri was prying (which is apparently a big no-no for managers when employees call out) I was let off with a warning on vulgar language, and Kerri was later called in for her own discussion.
To this day, I have no idea what triggered this event. I felt perfectly fine beforehand, and just as well after. The event seemed to have no trigger, and I’ve never experienced anything like it since. It was as though my body just felt the need to rebel against me for a single brief moment of my life.
I’ll close this story with a warning. While I tried to keep this lighthearted, and can look back and laugh now, at the time it was a harrowing event. Please don’t feel bad if you laughed at this tale, as that was the intention, but be forever aware that you could be next. Someday, eventually, you’re gonna shit your pants.